EXPANDING MY CIRCLE

I have always considered myself to be a social person, but a lot of the social aspect stops at the environment I met the specific person. For instance, if I meet someone in class that I think is pretty dope I might talk to them a lot in class and have that thought, They would be…

STUCK IN THE PLANNING MINDSET?

A few days ago I was talking to someone about making Godly decisions and in this conversation she mentioned that to make these decisions you have to take a step of faith and not wait around for more direction or some sort of safety net to present itself. After hearing this, I realized this is…

FINDING VIDEO INSPIRATION

It used to be really easy for me to find video inspiration for YouTube. I used to do a lot of trendy videos from makeup/beauty to challenges. But, I genuinely want to make those videos and did not just make them for clout, but because they were trendy, they did get more views. Now, I…

SAY “I LOVE YOU” MORE

With all the tragedies going on around the world, I have been thinking about how short life is. You never know which day will be your last or when will be the last time you will see your loved one. I always have the thought what if this is the last thing I ever say to…

ASK AND YOU SHALL BE GIVEN

This coming year I want to work on asking for thing that I want. I know this sounds self explanatory but if you think about it there are so many things in the world that people say “It would be nice if…” But they never ask, to see if it can happen. I want to…

NO SHAME NOVEMBER

A friend recently told me “ITS NO SHAME NOVEMBER!” I have never thought of November this way but I thought to myself hell yeah it is. I for one am tired of feeling embarrassed by my weirdness or my YouTube videos. Life is too short to worry about what other people think of you. Of course it…

LEARNING NOT TO BE A PEOPLE PLEASER

I used to always try to please everyone around my and seek their approval for everything I did, but I’m trying not to do that now. I always feel super bad and insecure when I sense that someone doesn’t like me. Even now I struggle with feeling insecure about my personality and I fear that…

COLLEGE IS A GLORIFIED HIGH SCHOOL

In many ways, so far I’ve seen college as very similar to high school but with more opportunities. I mean this is basically every aspect socially, academically, and athletically. Socially I feel like it has the same components of high school. There is the drama, the few mean people and some cliques. I wish that…

BALANCING FUN AND SCHOOL

For the past few days, I have been experiencing my first week of college. Granted, it was not really college yet, but only the welcome week, I had a lot of fun. It was almost a surreal experience. It felt like a summer camp that was forever going. Talking with my friends from back home, I realized…