A few days ago I was talking to someone about making Godly decisions and in this conversation she mentioned that to make these decisions you have to take a step of faith and not wait around for more direction or some sort of safety net to present itself. After hearing this, I realized this is something I struggled with in my day to day life. I am not necessarily waiting for some sort of safety net or anything but in my mind to pursue anything I feel like I have to have every detail set with no possibilities for mishaps. I have not come to realize that I need to have some more faith and some details will work out themselves.
In other words, I need to take more chances. That is one thing holding me back from making a short film as well because I want to really know what I am doing before, I start but that is was a first time is for, learning. It is weird because I don’t consider myself a perfectionist, however I want things that I am really passionate about to work out for me so that other people recognize that what I did was good as well. What can I say, I like accolades and attention. I hate that my mind is always in a million places at once wanted to pursue so many things because then I end up not doing anything at all. But, that will soon change hopefully! (pray for me ya’ll)
Tis’ all for now people I feel like if I ramble more then my thoughts will become increasingly scattered. Anyways, Happy Easter everyone!