One thing that I have talked loosely about is my struggle to maintain connections. I love meeting new people and making friends, but I am not that good at actually going out and executing the task at hand. When people intimidate me, even if I would want to be there friend, I will not approach them. That sounds so lame, typing it out like that but I literally feel like intimidating people are constantly judging me. Anyways, on another topic, I am terrible at texting and communicating with people frequently in general. It’s not that I don’t care, it’s honestly because I care too much and overthink statements then end up giving up or forgetting after debating what to say for so long.
Off on another tangent, I want to make friends with people via Instagram or online somehow but I don’t know how. Because I am planning to live in LA for the summer I want to make more friends that live there so I will have things to do and people to hang out with in my free time. I also want to make creative friends that will want to collaborate with me on projects that I want to pursue. And maybe even find people to room with for the summer (hopefully) because I don’t want to be living alone or with complete strangers. Anyways, that was a little update of my thoughts and my ongoing struggle. Tomorrow I will post about college and maybe do a recipe of some sort. See you then. Bye!